I somehow feel that I'm not myself anymore too. I feel that I'm more lost the fun and wildness in me. Yes, I'm near hole 18, but once you reach here, just don't feel like becoming 18. It means more responsibility, more pressure, more stress.

Seems like I've lost all my urge to have fun all the time, but instead doing politically right things. Well, I really hate this side of me. Hope the World Cup will set things right and I can do what the things I enjoy more again.

Start of a refreshing week though I still look tired always. Tuesdays, the day I'm always late. Surprisingly, the lecturer was even later than me, so was bulldozer. Caused by a road accident which caused a massive traffic jam. She told me she got stuck for half an hour or so and decided to walk to school from Commonwealth. bother. I was still in my sleepy mood. Traffic jams are so common to me that I never ever bother.

Maybe that brought me a little bad luck. First I filled my PCB until it nearly became a pizza
piece. Later I broke the arcylic cover into pieces. Fortunately, laolao is always there to save the day. She helped me bought the cover. THANKS A MILLION! =)

Sudden change of plans to go to Felix's house to make a tiramisu cake. So I had to sacrifice a bit of time for her to go make something for her instead. Went all the way to Toa Payoh to buy our ingredients before settling down at his house. Then we proceeded to work. Whipping the cream, seperating the yolks from the whites,laying the sponge fingers etc. It wasn't as easy as I thought. Things were made simpler with a chef there. His house was great, equipped with lots of ingredients to make Italian dishes. In awe.. =X


please ignore the pink colouring. It does taste tasty!

Brought the cake to school. Yet the cake didn't survive the journey. Melted as if it was thrown into a volcano. Didn't look too appealing when I showed it to my friends. But the taste was still as good as ever. Hope she likes the cake. I'll need a portable chiller next time.

Stayed in club for a while after lessons. The boredom was ultimate so I decided to count the number of can tabs they collected for the 50 wheelchair thingy. Guess Felicia was also bored too. We began counting and counting. 50 000 tabs for 50 wheelchairs. we have 1018 if we're not wrong. So that's 1 wheelchair! wahahaha.

Shirley kindly replaced me for work today. Thanks to her, I was able to go for a jog to get myself ready for the CHAMPIONS LEAGUE FINALS!. Barcelona VS Arsenal. Nope, I'm not gonna take any sides. One is the beautiful football team I love. The other carrying the hopes of England. So I'm just gonna enjoy my chips. My mum bought 2 cans and I bought 2 cans. So all together I have 4 cans. Sure to last me for 90 minutes. Besides I bought the grenadine syrup to make some nice drinks too. =D


the hidden treasure.

Happy Mother's Day to all mothers! Great day for the children actually. We get to eat great food.

Didn't sleep a lot the last night as I woke up quite early for no apparent reason. Later in the noon, went to get the cake for my mum. Maybe it was the lack of sleep, but I felt really blur and walked all around pointlessly before realising I have to get the cake. The cake was really nice, thanks to laolao's recommendations. The creamy hazelnut cream was heaven. Just a plain celebration that delighted my mum quite a lot I guess. She's finally retired to cook more delicious food for us so I had better start making her happy.


the cake that'll spare us nagging for 1 more year (hopefully).

The best way to celebrate Mother's Day was to sleep, and that was what everyone in the family started to do after we finish eating the cake. And I had a dream. Well, please refer to the diagram for better explaination.


now for the science..

That's 3 ropes, with us on it. Its basically a ride where the ropes just go really fast and its quite shiok. So wp is behind me and DABIAN is on another rope. You get to pick items for the person opposite you. So i choosed a tin of biscuits for dabian. Those blue tins ones. The biscuits in there are damn nice. I saw wp and her behind talking, while I was way ahead. There was also a lovely music playing. Max was in front of me and I was telling him it was a nice song. When we reached the end of the ride, where it was at Ang Mo, we jumped off. When we touched the ground, I woke up. I only could remember Love Always, this 2 words when I woke up. After that, I was searching for all the love ballads I could find. Seems like this song was created only when I was in my dream. Imagine me writing this song and making it famous. woah.

Its not the only time I had this kind of weird dream. I have been having them the past few days. Nice ones of course. And when I try to jot down the details, I always find myself waking up with a pen in my hand and a notepad in front of me and nothing else in my mind. But I do remember her being in my dream, and that puts a smile on my face. =)

Talking about that, I suddenly remember that time at the FO steamboat. We went to the arcade and tyco-ily fished out a duckie outta the machine. I was still messing with the machine and on my first attempt, I just fished it out. Needless to say, she was so excited. Her face at that point of time still fresh on my face. lol.


mr duckie.

yawnns.

finally recovered from that bout of food poisoning. But diarrhoea has been draining all my energy. So as usual, I was late a bit for A&P practical. So as usual, we did some tutorials, watched some dumb video to do some dumb practical. It was the EMG thing again. sticking those gel pads on our hands and measuring our muscle strength. Coming late isn't a good thing. You may be brushed to do practical with some dumb fella. Fortunately, I got to choose my own team. phew. I don't know how much hair I lost with those gel pads going on and off my skin.



it must have been darn boring (actually, it was), that Peter whipped out his phone to play Pokemon Trading Card Game.


GO PIKACHU!

I think all of us should just play Pokemon too. So that we can trade and fight with each other. =D

Went to the bank later. I don't know whether it was just me being plain unlucky or the bank was lousy. I was frustrated by the long queues and how slow it was. There was only 3 people in the queue originally. Later it became 11, then 21 and more. Besides, they didn't have some display to show who should go to which counter. And everyone was basically looking out for which counter to go to. fucking dumb. After queueing for around 20 minutes, they couldn't process my request, which they said was on an undisclosed reason. good one. Goodness me, I was lucky I didn't have an account in this bank.

Skipped my BI lecture again. This wonderful China man can't teach. End of story.

Went to temple for Vesak Day. Lotsa nice goodies to eat. Nothing really changed this year. But the poor management skills really ruined the whole show. Too much indian chiefs as my mum suggested. Kinda reminded me of something, somewhere, somewhat. But nevertheless still enjoyable.

The next day, I aimed to start bake a sponge cake in the morning. But I had this wonderful dream, which in order to see the ending, I continued to sleep. However, I don't have any recollection of the dream. Tried to write it down while I was sleeping, but the results, some scribbly handwriting and nothing that can aid my poor memory.

Went to get those ingredients when that bulldozer came. Think she managed to study a bit, but most of the time she was distracted by the food and me watching movies. So we decided to Meet The Fockers instead. I managed to fockerise her. Decided to bake after she left so that she will not see how I embarrass myself. Followed the recipe with a bit of my mum's help. Mixing here, beating there. Finally when it was done, we shoved it into the oven and anxiously anticipated.


waiting for you..

Unfortunately, the poor beater didn't survive to see my success. While we were washing up evrything, it began smoking and gave my mum a real scare.


imagine it with some smoke around. when I touched it it was still darn hot.

and guess where all smoking things go?


right here.

when I came back to check on the cake, it was really lovely. And when the timer finally went off, my mum and I rushed to the oven and took it out. It was awesome. Rised really well. Everything didn't stick and basically looked damn sucessful. My mum was already on the verge of celebrating...



...until I took a piece of the cake to taste it. It was real bitter. Now notice the word, LOOKED. Then I suddenly remembered. When I modified the recipe, I had forgot to reduce the amount of baking soda in it!


yes, all of them are in the bin now.

My mum said the cake costed $63.50. Expensive cake huh?

WOW. you guys actually remember this slow like tortoise loading place. Alright. I can't help but type something in the space you're watching.

Hmmm. Don't you still see me lurking in club? I'm not MIA. Just that you all are going more often than me. And that I don't see you all when I'm there. Recently lessons for me have been busy and the lecturers explain like shit. Either they are roti prata or beijing duck. Gotta spend more time revising on my own and doing more tutorials. I'm also working nowadays mah.

Memories. I was browsing through the photos I had in my comp. and these memories flashed back into my mind. Happier ones. AGM to connection camp to chalet to LTC to beach volleyball and lotsa welfare activities. Too bad we're all getting older and things just have to change. How I wish we were year 1 again. Being freshies, getting to know each other once again. And of course, I wouldn't mind wooing her again. These are such wonderful experiences that I never want to forget. But no one can ever turn back the hands on the clock and yes, we're year 2. Don't know to dread it or love it or not. Hope you all can probably bring back all the fun that we have had. All the best to those guys in the MC! =)

Food poisoning on Monday onwards. Vomitted and diarrhoea as if my mouth and ass was a tap. It was the few of the most terrible weeks I had. A swollen leg from soccer, catching a flu, and now food poisoning. It wasn't easy struggling out of bed and out to the door to school to ensure I don't miss out too much on lectures. Hope all this will turn for the better.



and that's for you, DA BIAN! =X