I somehow feel that I'm not myself anymore too. I feel that I'm more lost the fun and wildness in me. Yes, I'm near hole 18, but once you reach here, just don't feel like becoming 18. It means more responsibility, more pressure, more stress.
Seems like I've lost all my urge to have fun all the time, but instead doing politically right things. Well, I really hate this side of me. Hope the World Cup will set things right and I can do what the things I enjoy more again.
