How to live your life

frets frets frets strings strings strings. I've been trying to digest Green Tinted Sixties Mind's intro and practicing diligently everyday man. Gotta do it!

I'm really regretting walking into Isetan yesterday. I spent more than half of my pay just 'cos I incidentally visited A|X. Well, too good not to grab. With Peter's words in my mind, the 'Just GRAB!' I just bought those stuffs. That will end my splurging hopefully. For now.

I woke up feeling pretty perplexed when aloy called me about jobs. So just went ahead without asking much details, thinking it was just a try out for a day. Going down there it was the worse experience ever. I got someone coming up to me LATE. For his unpunctuality I had to up the hours I worked. Besides that, he's super demanding, and does hard selling, something I totally loathe. Spoiled my day. For that mere 8 hours, I'm wondering whether I can get any pay now. Thankfully, there was a helpful auntie there to gimme some much-needed assistance. 100% grateful to her man.

Late night la-teh session with mal and val to brighten up my day. Compensated the bad day I had. Still, its currently still bad, 'cos I can't sleep with my boxers again, thanks to my bro's gf.

Feeling really lost everyday, wondering what I can do to feel like someone with purpose again. Talking to my mum is useless 'cos she's feeling the same thing too. haa. We're 2 emo people. I'm pondering on my next step.

Maybe go crazy and put 7 full in my schedules? That's a bit no life. But I ain't having great life now either. I'll miss out my normal activities too.

Ok. cheer up peeps. So that you can cheer me up.

Hey there's a book about how to be happy. I want you to be the pen, and I will be the book.