How to live your life

this feels like my longest week so far. its 2 weeks into the course and I've so far completed a total of 27km worth of fast march. next week will be the most crucial walk of all. if possible, 4 of us carrying a 5 man load will embark on a longest hike that we perhaps ever tried, almost like walking the perimeter of Singapore 1.5 times.

Tonight i feel a bit shitty, as if my emotions scale have just been tipped off balance. One thing is for sure 'cos of the super early book in timing, which equate to a shorter weekend. For my busy schedule, I think I've almost lost contact with some of the people I was closer to, with special mention to YF. Please start contacting me up for coffee talks. For longwalk, I also have to burn some time intended for recreation to do up preparations and miscellanous stuff. I'm really too lazy to be bothered, yet without the preparation, we may find ourself walking to holland eventually.

sighs, I gonna be thrown into some jungle again without any means of comms except the signal set to walk back home. and with around 5 weeks left, all the activities are set to become more siong. Putting up with them isn't really easy. Hope the glory of earning a jungle hat spurs me on.

6 weeks more. Whatever doesn't kills you makes you stronger.

Damn, I just spent my weekend sleeping in the wild, playing with lizards and grasshoppers, feeding sandflies instead of spending time with friends and families. The worse thing is when I'm supposed to be let off for the rest of this week, I need to book in just to sleep on the bed for 1 more night. Ridiculous.

My CNY wasn't the best one I spent over these years. As usual there's the well-anticipated family steamboat session that I always enjoy cos there's SALMON!

Basically something more memorable was the cage session on the first day. We spent our new year playing footie and an impromptu celebration of CZ's 21st.

A pity I couldn't attend his party the next day due to a choke up in visits. My angbao money was so miserable that even what a maid collected was triple of mine.

On the 2nd day of visit, 1st stop, Mrs Lim's place with the bunch of 4e2 people (small bunch though)...

Then to meet the rest of my family at my cousin's place..

While the rest had to book in, I spent the rest of the days of the week sleeping at home doing nothing, and now I haven't even visited godmum. Dreadfully guilty. Swear I gonna visit her these few days.

8 weeks of hell, serious hell before I land my jungle hat...