How to live your life

this feels like my longest week so far. its 2 weeks into the course and I've so far completed a total of 27km worth of fast march. next week will be the most crucial walk of all. if possible, 4 of us carrying a 5 man load will embark on a longest hike that we perhaps ever tried, almost like walking the perimeter of Singapore 1.5 times.

Tonight i feel a bit shitty, as if my emotions scale have just been tipped off balance. One thing is for sure 'cos of the super early book in timing, which equate to a shorter weekend. For my busy schedule, I think I've almost lost contact with some of the people I was closer to, with special mention to YF. Please start contacting me up for coffee talks. For longwalk, I also have to burn some time intended for recreation to do up preparations and miscellanous stuff. I'm really too lazy to be bothered, yet without the preparation, we may find ourself walking to holland eventually.

sighs, I gonna be thrown into some jungle again without any means of comms except the signal set to walk back home. and with around 5 weeks left, all the activities are set to become more siong. Putting up with them isn't really easy. Hope the glory of earning a jungle hat spurs me on.

6 weeks more. Whatever doesn't kills you makes you stronger.